but then again, why do i still have this blog? lmao I should just deactivate it yo
but then again, why do i still have this blog? lmao I should just deactivate it yo
>_______> lmao why are you guys seriously still following this blog omg i haven’t logged in since last year and idek about you guys
Excuse me but how do I still have 347 followers? >___>
I’m deactivating on Sunday. I’m not sure what exactly I’m going to do with my side blogs (b1a4biasedscenarios, fyeahb1a4cnu, and b1a4gallery) but I’ll figure something out. I’m sorry for everything.
Whoever takes over this URL, please be good to it.
[Posting this now because I won’t have internet Friday or Saturday]
I’m not sure if you guys saw this coming or not but I’m officially going on semi-hiatus for this blog. I don’t know how long it will be or what.
As you may be aware, I’m moving back to Kansas this weekend. Once there, I’m going to be busy with my family. I have to take care of my disabled mother and help babysitting my three nephews. Then I also need to get a full time job so I’ll be able to support myself and my mother. That gives me little time to be on tumblr. I’ll continue to post though when I have time though. As always, this will be my B1A4 and cute stuff blog. ^^
I’m not abandoning you though. There are always ways for you to contact me.
Personal tumblr: strawberrygom
Twitter: strawberrybana (I’m on here the most)
Naver LINE: strawberrybana
We can even be penpals. \o/ Just message me and we can exchange addresses.
While I have your attention, let’s do some promotions! Here’s some tumblrs and other things I suggest. ^^
suju689 | gattackattack | crackedinnocence | babocheoreom | geulinmongki | hambaarroo | whimsyandwizardry | ikykiddo | maknaengie | kayeol | pandapplemelody | saibear12 | b1a4ismyenergy | aishiterubana | kingkaji | ifluffy | ambicakes | shinwoos | naekkeo | murrkspam | shatteredskye | alohomorashile | juny0ung | tat-tabby-cat | follow-my-smile | 5ismyfavnumber | quackydeul | sherudonnn | soneforever729 | 1992320 | slutdeul | harukatsune | sluggishdork | halmaes | shinwooed
Writers (tumblr, livejournal, and AFF):
kpop-scenarios-delights | b1a4picfics | foreverambling | kpop-drabbles | b1a4picnic | anonkpopwriter | mindlessdrabbles | betheoneallforme | ok-b1a4 | charciano | halmaes | harukatsune
Well, I think that’s it…
;__; Thanks for sticking with me. I know that I disappoint you guys a lot. I disappoint myself. But still, thank you for following me and being friends with me. I really appreciate it.
I’ll see you around. I love you guys so much. <3 Let’s hope that I won’t be as busy as I think I’ll be.
Anonymous asked: what do you want to do with your life but you think you never will? what's the one out of reach dream you're afraid you'll never achieve?
Sorry this took so long to answer. I really had to think about this because well yeah… and I had to crawl back on my computer so I could answer it properly.
I don’t really know how to answer this. People close to me know that all I really want to do is to have a family. That’s the biggest thing in my life that I am looking forward to. I don’t know if it had anything to do with how I was raised or what. But I always have wanted to be a mother. That is my dream.
When it came to college and career dreams, I never really had one. In my mind, it has always been “If I do this, will this be enough to support a family?”. That’s why I have been working in the medical field. I don’t care what my job is as long as it’s enough to support me. Then in the future, I can only hope to have a job that will be enough to support a family with the help of my husband.
I guess you can call me simple. Since I don’t have some big dream like others. But because my dream is so simple, it scares me a lot. I always worry. What if I’m unable to have children? What if one day, I get to the point where I am married and I try but no matter what I do, I can’t have a child. Like if there’s something wrong with me. If that were to happen, I would feel like a disappointment to myself. Because then I can’t blame anyone but me and my body.
Then I think about what if I never find someone? I want to share my life with someone I love and care about. I want to get married. But what if no one wants me? What if my personality and appearance is so bad that no one will even give me a chance? This is one reason I’m so self-conscious.
So, I guess sometimes I think that this simple dream of mine will never come true. It feels out of reach. I’m only 23, people tell me. But five years ago, I told myself that I would be in a relationship, heading towards this dream. What if in five years, I’m still alone?
Ah, I don’t know if this really answers your questions or not. I’m sorry. I’m not a very interesting person with big dreams. But this response was enough to make me cry so maybe it wasn’t too bad? Maybe I’m just sensitive.
Anonymous asked: At this point Becca's face was completely red. It was the first time a guy had done something nice for her as well as genuinely compliment her. Shinwoo just waved again and resumed running to get out of the rain. Becca waved back but just stood there until he was out of sight. She really hoped that she would see him again. For now, she would study hard to make sure that when she does meet him again, she can tell him that she passed with his help.
Anonymous asked: How was she to respond to a complete stranger who was wishing her luck. He just threw his hand in the air and waved vigorously like a child. "Hope to see you again!" He then just ran off, but quickly came to a stop. Turning back around towards Becca, he shouted out once more, but this time with the utmost confidence. "OH! MY NAME IS SHINWOO BY THE WAY AND I THINK THAT YOU'RE REALLY BEAUTIFUL!"
Anonymous asked: She noticed that he was backing up away from her. "Good luck with your studies!" He shouted out to her as he backed away even further. He chuckled, causing his smile to become bigger and fuller. It was like he was shining even in the darkness of the night. "I know you'll do well! Take care of your health too. You can't get sick before your exam!" His words were just flowing through the rain, reaching out to Becca. She was speechless.
T/////T what are you doing? omg
Anonymous asked: Next thing she knows, his hand is placed on her hand that was placed on the door handle. Pulling her hand away from the door, he gentle places the umbrella's handle into her now empty hand. Becca was lost in confusion. She really didn't know what to do but stand there and hold the umbrella that this stranger had placed in her hands. The man backed up into the rain until he was completely soaked. Becca quickly took a step forward to provide him shelter as well, but stopped.
OwO!!! What are you doing?!
Anonymous asked: Apologies lost in the mixture of the wind and rain, the two were overcome with awkward silence. Becca quickly gathered herself and murmured an apology once more. " I-I'm really sorry. I'll get out of your way. Sorry again!" The sound of an umbrella opening caught her attention before she could reach the door. Turning around to see the man off, Becca was surprised at what she had actually saw instead. A soft smile still on his face, he held the umbrella over her head.
Anonymous asked: Rubbing her arms for warmth, Becca turned back, ready to grab the door handle. But instead she clashed with a large figure. Embarrassed, she quickly apologized over and over again until she looked up and saw who it was she had bumped into. It was the same guy who was in the study room with her. A flush of pink slowly overcame her cheeks as she got a better look at his facial features. Every inch of his face was flawless and his smile was nothing but perfection.
u/////u always embarrassing myself tbh
Anonymous asked: Heading back down to the library lobby, the air felt colder and moist. A chill ran down Becca's spine as she opened the front doors. Stopped in her tracks, she was greeted by a down pour of unexpected rain. Cursing under her breath at the morning weather report, she knew she should have brought an umbrella with her. Exhausted from studying the entire day, Becca decided to go back inside and wait for the rain to lighten up a bit before she could head back home.
=^= stupid weather